Life has a way to give you what you need and then rip it away from you.  I waited years to allow anyone in my life that I could trust, that I would allow myself to love, and I did.  Now life has made changes and I must keep moving on.  This means that we must be apart.  Not some thing we want but, something that is going to happen regardless.

This life that I have chosen, it is ever changing.  It's not for everyone.  Moving from state to state, town to town, every three to four years, sometimes every two years....  I can understand that some people may not be able to live like this.  Yet I have to, for a few more years this is the way things will be.  I guess that I am to be without that someone for that time...  Such is the price I must pay for the job I do.