So here I am, at another school.... I'm learning about my new job and all it's little intricacies.  It's a good school and has a lot to offer but quite honestly my mind is not here, has not been the whole time.  I have been able to participate and do well in the class, suprisingly so.  She keeps creeping into my mind.  The thought of her is in everything I do, she is there every second, every minute, every hour, every day.  It's so difficult to be away from her.  So strange that only after a some months in my life she became someone that I trust and care for so deeply....  Yet the time away has grown significantly.  I still want and need her in my life.  Things have changed due to the distance and yet I feel like it's the same, the way I feel about her has not changed and I believe that it never will but life goes on, ever in forward motion.  Who knows what the future holds?  What can I do?  How do I make things the way I want them to be?  All questions with no answer....no one knows, I don't know.....